I always start these things and then stop.
Lets see. My laptop dropped dead. I wonder how I manage to have this happen. I think I have the worst luck with stuff like this. I'm pretty convinced I have weird electromagnetic energy that causes all electronics to turn to shit in my hands. I have had countless cellphones since I was 16 years old. And man... lemme count laptops. 7 laptops since 2002.
I fucking have no idea to write. I need something to get my creative juices going. :(
Saturday, February 13, 2010
Wednesday, February 3, 2010
Musings in the early am
I have been thinking for a while I should try and start another one of these. I figure now is an excellent time. My work "restructured" and I was a casualty. I am on call right now. So I am unsure how many hours I will get. Scary thought for a single mom with no child support. But, such is life.
I have a suggestion for myself. Never play around with facebook in the wee hours of the morning. I went on a mad adding streak. All sorts of weird people from high school. I had to stop myself from just adding anyone. IE my all through high school crush. I know he would probably barely remember me.... barely to not at all. So probably not the best idea. I am wondering why I am having the desire to add everyone ever from high school. I couldn't wait to get out of that nonsense. And then... BOOM! Here I am, 25 years old and I feel like having a high school reunion at the touch of my finger. I guess its safer than actually having to speak to these people. Sit back and quietly monitor their weird lives.
On to another topic all together. I have physical therapy bright and early tomorrow morning. I really shouldn't be wide awake still in any way shape or form. I have to admit I like back physical therapy much more than knee pt. Much more massage! I was all ready to try and go back tomorrow.... well technically today. But I got that dreaded phone call. The one where the HR manager calls your cellphone requesting you call her back as soon as you get the message. When I heard those words on my voice mail my stomach felt like it fell straight out my damn ass! But I will try and look at this like a positive thing. Working nights was killing me much faster than life already was. No matter how many hours of sleep I got I never felt rested. I think its probably many different things. For example its harder to get into REM sleep during the day. I did think my shift was safe. The census in my building went down drastically since I had been out with my weird spinal sprain. So they had too many people on shift during days and evenings. At the last staff meeting they mentioned the almost certain possibility that they were going to have to have people volunteer to go on call, or they would have to start forcing people on call by order of least seniority. I was stupid enough to think I was safe. At night you only need 4 CNA's for the whole building. Well I was wrong. They forced me on call and moved someone with more seniority from to too crowded shift into my comfy position. So yes....... trying to make this positive. Maybe I'll get called in frequently for day shift. So I wont have to kill myself working vampire hours. And more important. This gives me enough time to actually heal from my injury.
Okay, sleepy time.
I have a suggestion for myself. Never play around with facebook in the wee hours of the morning. I went on a mad adding streak. All sorts of weird people from high school. I had to stop myself from just adding anyone. IE my all through high school crush. I know he would probably barely remember me.... barely to not at all. So probably not the best idea. I am wondering why I am having the desire to add everyone ever from high school. I couldn't wait to get out of that nonsense. And then... BOOM! Here I am, 25 years old and I feel like having a high school reunion at the touch of my finger. I guess its safer than actually having to speak to these people. Sit back and quietly monitor their weird lives.
On to another topic all together. I have physical therapy bright and early tomorrow morning. I really shouldn't be wide awake still in any way shape or form. I have to admit I like back physical therapy much more than knee pt. Much more massage! I was all ready to try and go back tomorrow.... well technically today. But I got that dreaded phone call. The one where the HR manager calls your cellphone requesting you call her back as soon as you get the message. When I heard those words on my voice mail my stomach felt like it fell straight out my damn ass! But I will try and look at this like a positive thing. Working nights was killing me much faster than life already was. No matter how many hours of sleep I got I never felt rested. I think its probably many different things. For example its harder to get into REM sleep during the day. I did think my shift was safe. The census in my building went down drastically since I had been out with my weird spinal sprain. So they had too many people on shift during days and evenings. At the last staff meeting they mentioned the almost certain possibility that they were going to have to have people volunteer to go on call, or they would have to start forcing people on call by order of least seniority. I was stupid enough to think I was safe. At night you only need 4 CNA's for the whole building. Well I was wrong. They forced me on call and moved someone with more seniority from to too crowded shift into my comfy position. So yes....... trying to make this positive. Maybe I'll get called in frequently for day shift. So I wont have to kill myself working vampire hours. And more important. This gives me enough time to actually heal from my injury.
Okay, sleepy time.
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